Well, it is almost Mother's Day, which reminds me that I better send a card to my mommy. I have to admit that this is one day of the year that I dread. Yes, I am one of those people who gets really sad on Mother's Day. (I also don't really like Father's Day.)
I know it is a great day for lots of moms, and that is fine, but if I didn't have to leave my house this Sunday I would be happy.
I am not sure if I am just whimping out and feeling sorry for myself, or what it is. This will be the 4th Mother's Day since my miscarriage. So I can do without the painful reminder, I am already keeping count.
So to all mother's out there. I hope that you have a great Mother's Day, and maybe take a moment to think of how lucky you are because there are women who would love to be in your position and for whatever reason are not, and they deserve something special too. (Not just a sympathy carnation, which is what I usually get.)
I hope that I don't sound mad, I am just a little sad today. I don't want to be and I am praying that God will help me get through the rest of this week, and it is only Wednesday.
Sorry that my blog is so lame. It seems that I only do this when I am really sad or frustrated.